But...I'm a Mytyr:
a person who seeks sympathy or attention by feigning or exaggerating pain, deprivation, etc.
I always want to say "where is the compassion for me??" "She treats me terrible" "I did this nice thing for her and did I get a thanks?"
Why do I need recognition from others that I was mistreated? Why do I need recognition for a good deed? This defectual part of my charactor needs to go! I want to be a sweet loving person. Damn it. I'm gonna keep trying.
Let me know if you have advice for my sick soul!